Yesterday was day 18 of my cycle. I have an appointment with Dr. Prashant in the morning to check the condition of my 'post-IUI cyct'.
The finding of the transvaginal ultrasound was the cyst has shrunk by itself from 30mm to 10mm. Confidently, Doctor Prashant said that it will disappear by itself soon. Also, I was told that my period will come by itself, just that the cycle will be abit longer this time, probably 5 weeks. Yeah, no need to take Duphaston for this cycle!
I might not be able to understand the logic behind Dr. Prashant's prediction but somehow, I was relieved, as I have just gone back to my original shape (though not very shapely lah) after taking care of my diet and deligently visited the gym everyday after the 1st unsuccessful IUI. 'Drug free' means I do not need to face the awful bloating and lethargic feeling again, at least for this month.
To a certain extend, I still wish that I have the opportunity to become a mother. But there is really nothing much that I can do to guarantee the realization of my wish. Many say 'take it easy, it will come by itself if it meant to be'; many also say 'you have to keep thinking about it as per the theory of The Law of Attraction'.
So, what do I say? I have nothing to say. But I can tell you how I feel. As a woman, if you are sub fertility challenged, you should not confine yourself too much to the mindset of 'I must have baby, I must!'. You will push yourself to the brink of insanity if baby luck is not with you, and worst still, your neurotic expression will impose tremendous stress to the people around you. Be aware while you are treating subfertility, there are also beautiful worlds around you. Your career, you love ones, your hobbies, your current existing life! Savour them while you patiently wait for a miracle!
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